it kills, I know.
And every month you wonder if the next month is the month you can finally say "i've moved on."
when in reality, it could take years.

But it's okay. Because at least you're a little bit better today then you were yesterday.
And that has to count for something.

Don't stay home. Home kills you. Keep busy. I know it's hard. But you can't wallow in memories too long.
good luck.